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I got a crash course in this adult world extremely early. I was mol**ted by a 23 year old man and his much younger girlfriend back in the late 80's/early 90's. They also got me into masturbating while watching porn and cross dressing, addictions that continue to this day. I was scared at first and thought about telling someone, but I got used to it and actually began to enjoy it after a while. Especially once I was able to have an orgasm and feel what they felt when they used my body. My very first orgasm was actually a sissygasm! I wasn't even touching myself or hard. He was just hitting the right spot. His girlfriend thought that was so amazing. The feeling was so intense, I actually passed out for about 30 seconds! My very first WET orgasm was in class! That was embarassing. 🤦🏻♂️ So the fun went on for years until just before I reached driving age. To this day, only a handful of my closest friends know it happened. I hid it from most of the girlfriends and boyfriends I've dated over the years. I know I wouldn't have turned out bisexual if that never happened. But man, how boring it must be to be straight!
It's crazy to think about how I'd actually have several ki*s only a little over a decade younger than me if she never got those abortions. He acted as her "father" so she was able to get them done.
Another thing I contribute to that part of my life is the fact that I'm extremely into barely legal smooth twink boys and barely legal flat or very small chested girls. Back when I was 21 it didn't seem so bad as the age difference isn't that much. But now that I'm 48, I feel like a creepy old pervert as I check out all the young ones out there at the beaches, pools, parks and malls. But I'm single so there's nothing wrong with looking. Even when I wasn't single, I'd still do it, I was just extremely careful not to get caught by my significant other. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't and it would end up in an argument, and in some cases, a break up LOL It's ok though, I LOVE being single!
I've had low testosterone all my life, so I'm extremely smooth all over for my age. Whatever hair does grow on my body, I shave it off. As I've gotten older, I've really gotten into feminization. I would love to start taking some estrogen, but don't want to go through all the doctors and expensive tests and prescriptions. So I guess I'll never know what it's like to have boobs. That's been a fantasy of mine for as long as I can remember.
Anyway, if you want to know more, just send me a message. I'm on here a LOT so chances are good I'll respond fairly quickly.